Oaxaca Mexico.
Spanish Speaking. I head to the Provo MTC on January 22nd 2014.
Happiness is opening your mission call.
It's the kind of happiness that makes you want to jump for joy and burst into tears all at the same time.
I did both. Jump around and cry I mean.
And it was great.
Thank you to the best family and friends a girl could ask for supporting me in this big change.
I am who I am because of who you are.
(confusing but true.)
The Journey from Good to Great.
(The how and why this letter came)
One super snowy day in Salt Lake City Utah I made the trek from my school to the seminary building in almost knee deep snow. I didn't want to go to seminary that day. It was cold, it was snowing like mad, and just about everyone and their dog was ditching to go do something more appealing like get hot chocolate from the nearby gas station. When I walked into my seminary class I found a sub instead of our usual teacher because the road conditions were so snowy that our teacher couldn't make it. Anyone who has gone to public school knows that a substitute teacher of any kind is basically a glorified babysitter and little to nothing is usually accomplished when they are present. People were dropping like flies and I almost went home myself, but something told me to stay, so I did. I decided to help the sub out and put my name down for the scripture thought. We started off class just like we always did and then came my turn to share. I stood in front of the class, read my scripture, and sat down. The sub then stood up and walked to the front of the class. He stood there in silence for an unusual amount of time and just stared at me. "You," He said pointing right at me, " are going on a mission."
Never has anything hit me so hard.
And once I heard him say that, there was no going back.
Going on a mission was never part of my life plan. It was something that other people did, not me. But on that super stormy winter afternoon I knew that some way some how, I would serve a mission.
I still have my old seminary notebook with a quickly scribbled note in the upper left corner next to a large amount of doodles that says
*Serve a Mission*
Haha, just a friendly little reminder to myself. Little did I know that this scribbled note to myself would mean changing in ways I never thought I could. It meant giving up a previous way of living that was good and moving onto one that was great. It meant hard work, early morning mission prep, going out with the sister missionaries and putting my testimony out there for all to criticize, and much more. At moments I became overwhelmed with the enormity of the task. If I was to be a representative of Christ I needed to be on my A game not just at my church meetings but in every interaction and in every thought. It was scary, it was hard, but as I opened that white envelope it became so incredibly worth it.
I know that when I live a Christ like life that I am happier. I know that when I live a Christ like life those who I come in contact with are happier.
And isn't that what we're all working towards?
Happiness?
Well let me let you in on a little secret...
Happiness is a God who loves you and me no matter what choices we've made.
Happiness is opening a large white envelope that contains the name of a place you can't even pronounce but you love more than life!
Happiness is today guys.
In the words of my dear Momma,
Happiness is now.
Today is and forever will be a good day guys.
Today is SO DANG GOOD.